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COFFEE, ORGASMS AND ENERGY

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[Image Source: livestrong.com] My inner battle with coffee is ongoing.  I'll start with what pulls me towards this beverage and then share my reasons for resisting it. I love the aroma of coffee beans.  I will walk down that aisle in the grocery store just to get a whiff of freshly ground beans.  Sometimes I catch the toasty, roasted scent and other times, it's the oily, creaminess that turns me on. The most obvious pull towards coffee is its addictive nature.  I know that I'm addicted because once I get into a rhythm of drinking it daily, it's very difficult to stop and I experience the withdrawal headaches within 24 hours of 'quitting'.  There's also an intense mental obsession associated with quitting coffee, but I experience this torment when breaking away from any form of attachment, whether physical or emotional. I am also a fan of morning ritual and there have been many, many days where the only thing that motivated me to get out of bed wa
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The Rhythmacy of New Relationship

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Today my heart is at peace, soft & smushy.  Yesterday, in the bursting energy and light of the full moon, I was feeling the increasing anxiety of the inevitable drop as the emotional roller coaster gradually makes its way to the top. I met a beautiful soul 3 months ago and we dove full force into an intimate relationship starting with daily email check-ins while I was sick in bed with the flu and then progressing to 1-12 hour encounters at his place.  I felt an intense emotional and physical connection with him.  I also felt frustration when I wasn't getting explicit verbal assurance that he felt the same.  He seemed very open the first couple of encounters, almost a hunger for intimacy.  I experienced a high from our time together, which flowed and felt easy.  I wanted more and I was willing to communicate how excited and happy I was about us and him. Intuitively I sensed that he was just as aware of our awesome connection, after all, he was in the dance with me.  Ye
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